Posts Tagged ‘Motivation’

I went to a Bible study today hosted by some of the students I’m living with and it made me happy. I’m making a commitment to rebuild my foundation in faith. It’s not going to be easy, but I have loving friends that are here to guide and help me through these early stages. Almost my entire life I have had this skewed misconception of what it means to believe in God. I still don’t know what it means, but at this point in my career I’m thankful for everything that has happened to me and I’m ready to stop running from God. I’m not here saying that I’m going to be some saint, I just want to be a better person. My spirits are high and I’m ready for the challenges that await me.

Paris
The Louvre Museum

The Louvre Museum

Kramer and I decided to do the “dumb” stereotypical holding the pyramid pose. This is the main entrance to the Louvre Museum. Did you know that if you looked at every piece of art in the Louvre for 10 seconds, it would take you 4 days without sleep.

Selfie In Front of The Mona Lisa

Selfie In Front of The Mona Lisa

The only selfie I have taken on this trip so far besides for snapchats. I still can’t believe I saw the Mona Lisa up close. Still have no clue what expression is on her face and that is the beauty behind it.

With only Saturday to travel the city we saw Notre Dame, The Gardens, The Louvre, Lovers Bridge, Sainte Chapelle, The Eiffel Tower, and the Basilique du Sacre Coeur. It was exhausting running around, but worth it.

My favorite part of Paris was the Eiffel tower. As a kid you hear about it and know it exists, but to actually see it lit up was truly special.

We’re going to Amsterdam this weekend which will be a trip…..literally. Some of us will be treating ourselves to Amsterdam’s world famous truffle and coffee shops. This will most likely be my only time in Amsterdam so I have to do it right. Check back next week for what will sure to be a very entertaining post.

With only two hours left till our departure, I lit my cigar, and proceeded to sit down by a nearby stone bench that overlooked the Mediterranean Sea. This was priceless and was the perfect way to cherish my final moments in Nice. I was able to relax and reflect on a weekend that I know I will never forget.

The Group  Photo Credit Reed Stiefvater

The Group
Photo Credit Reed Stiefvater

So what exactly happened in France this past weekend?

Well, I toured the French Riviera with four other friends from our Lugano group. The change of pace from a relatively large twelve person group, to five was refreshing.  It was more personable and we were able to kick it, and really enjoy each other’s company. The train ride was almost six hours and at one point I almost lost my composure because we could not find our reserved seats. The five of us were tiptoeing through a crowded narrow hallway, knocking into people, and receiving some nasty looks from the pedestrians.  It wasn’t pleasant, but eventually, we found our seats.  That was by far the worst experience of the trip.

The first night, we all went out to a bar called Waynes, which is marketed towards young people visiting or living in Nice. They had a live band playing 90s American music such as, Blink 182 and Nirvana. I remember singing along to, “All The Small Things” and various other classic hits like, “Stacey’s Mom”.  The bar closed at two, but I went to another bar with some local women that I was dancing with at Waynes. The French woman thought my accent was entertaining and also got a kick out of hearing me butcher the French language.  All in all, it was a incredible night in many ways.

Monaco
Photo Credit Reed Stiefvater

After a healthy four hours of sleep, we woke up, ate breakfast, and took a train to Monaco.  I was overwhelmed by the amount of wealth in the country.  Frankly, it was kind of nauseating, but maybe that was just my hangover talking.  We walked around the city for almost five hours. We even went into the world-renowned Monte Carlo Casino. I even placed a very small bet on slots just so I could say that I have gambled at the Monte Carlo.

Collin Medford  Photo Credit Reed Stiefvater

Collin Medford
Photo Credit Reed Stiefvater

As I puffed down the final drags of my cigar, I glared out into ocean and was at peace with everything.  I know what I need to do in order to be successful. I have the confidence to challenge the goals I have set out for my life.  These past three years I have self-reflected and now know so much more than I ever did about myself.  I’m blessed and can’t thank my family, friends, and colleagues enough for supporting my aspirations.  I still have many challenges to overcome and I know some of them won’t be easy, but all I can do is take it one day at a time.

Were going to Venice next weekend for Carnivale. Arrivederci Ciao!

Like most freshman, I went into college not having a clue what I wanted to do with my life. I studied hard, earned good grades, and applied to the business school here at Tech after my freshman year. Even though I was accepted, it didn’t feel right. Right now, I’m working on getting my marketing degree, but theatre is my true passion. Still to this day, I remember how much fun I had in my 8th grade drama class and it annoys me that I did not stick with it through high school. My first performance was a poem, “One Sister for Sale”, by Langston Hughes, I remember enjoying every moment up on stage. After being accepted into the business school, I enrolled in a second major, theatre arts, with a focus in performance. The first semester was great. I took acting lab and intro to cinema and learned the very basic fundamentals of acting. I was on top of the world, or at least I thought. Ever since that semester, until about 5 months ago, has been a struggle. I lost confidence in myself, I became depressed, I started smoking unhealthy amounts of weed, and just lost my grip on reality in life. I didn’t take the work seriously and was stressed out trying to organize my time for both theatre and marketing. For my sanity, I dropped my theatre major to a minor and ever since then I have felt impeccable. I believe the three biggest reasons for my failures in theatre the past two years were a lack of confidence, not taking the work seriously, and not having the time. I’m back though, I posses that confidence I had when I was growing up. I’m ready to do this and I’m ready to continue to learn and be emotionally and physically available. It’s only been 2.5 years since I began this adventure. It’s never to late to learn. Commit yourself, be available, and say yes to everything!

I told myself at the end of spring last semester, that no matter what, I would not leave Virginia Tech without being in a main stage production. Woyzeck was my last shot to accomplish this because I knew I would not be at Tech for my final semester. Instead, I will be studying abroad in Lugano, Switzerland. That is why I won’t have the opportunity to audition for the spring semester plays. Back to my point, I worked my ass off this summer rehearsing monologues, reading the play, and doing background work on the original author Georg Buchner. All of this translated to me getting cast. Yeah, its only a school play, but It’s being directed by Bob McGrath, who has his own theatre company in NYC, and has won multiple OBIE awards. Also this version of Woyzeck has never been preformed in the United States. Neil Labute, who is an American film director, screenwriter, and playwright, has adapted this play and specifically wrote this piece for Bob.

I still can’t believe we open in 15 days, but I’m ready for it. I have learned so much from this adventure and it has helped me grow immensely as an individual, but also as an actor. I’m living the life right now. On that note, I just want to say, always keep attacking and don’t let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do.